27 February 2006
I enjoy the night. Did i mention it before?
Im so much of a night person.
There is something special, always. And I love it.
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I will offically quit on the 12th. It's like, DUH! Keep on changing dates.
Btw, Im back at Bugis outlet.
And I love it too.
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I simply love myself so much. =D
Left`alone
2/27/2006 11:16:00 PM™
26 February 2006
Wedding Crashers is a must watch? YES.
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Growing up is inevitable. You can't stay as a child forever.
So face it. And SMILE! =D
Left`alone
2/26/2006 10:44:00 PM™
25 February 2006
揮揮手 我告別了陳舊的我
找尋一個新的生活
放下過往的苦痛
我決定從新來過
請別説 別説我非常的冷漠
我知道全是我的錯
但我希望你能懂
因爲我相信。。。
生命是一種感覺
而我不顧一切 盲目的追隨
過程的眼淚 有苦也有甜
就盡情享受這一種滋味
珍惜這一種感覺
別惦記着從前 瀟灑的面對
總會有一天 你將會發現
記憶已隨時間慢慢的沉澱
我相信 生命是種感覺
- ViCkii.
Left`alone
2/25/2006 12:03:00 PM™
I always believe that true care and concern will surface when one is down with illness or in difficulties, and i still believe in that.
But this belief of mine set me off in a fucking mood.
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I left work at around 4pm because my fucking head was fucking in pain. You wanna know how it feels? Go bang your head at the wall and get a feel of it. I called him and told him about it. He was busy, YES i can understand and I know. And he fucking promised to cab down to my place straight after he was done with his stuff. That is why I left in a cab and headed home. But it seem like the fucking promise will never come true. And it fucking din't come true at all. How fucking funny.
8pm, 9pm, 10pm, 11pm.. I fell asleep.
1pm, he called, telling me that he was in his friend's house.
Wth. I feel like a fucking idiot thinking that he will be here SOON, but was actually waiting for fucking nothing.
I requested to go to the doctor; for the first time i was so desperate to go to the doctor. But so what? I told my mum, she fucking replied that there's still some leftover medicine and I don't fucking need to go to the doctor again. Oh Please. I couldn't even walk straight. I told him, he replied that he would fucking go to the doctor with me. And for the time being I just took my old medicine to ease the pain.
Can you imagine? What if i don't have any medicine at home?
Who the hell fucking care?
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His friends are fucking important to him. I fucking know about it.
But this is damn much fucking too much.
Left`alone
2/25/2006 01:46:00 AM™
21 February 2006
Everyone's insane today.
They are practically pissing me off, every hour every minute every second.
Even right now.
FUCK LA.
Left`alone
2/21/2006 01:10:00 AM™
20 February 2006
I've decided to resign on the 5th of March. =D
And Poly gonna start in like April, so I got 1mths plus to have great times and prepare myself for the future.
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Guys are not meant to tie hair. They can somehow mess up nice hairdos and claim that the mess is indeed creative. Whatever. The 'nice hairdos' ended up like 'rooster hair'. HOW FUNNY!
and daryl is like so dam unlitmate handsome,while stocks last
( and he's the one typing the above, and as if there's stocks.)
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No matter what, I do enjoy having him around.
Even though he messed up my hair. Or i can say, is messing around with my hair.
So pity of me.
Left`alone
2/20/2006 01:04:00 AM™
16 February 2006
At last, after going through so much, we're back.
The process is too tough.
And I will make an effort to treasure what I have now.
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HELLO MR LEE.
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Bought a mp3 player from Wq. Samsung brand. And it cost me 400bucks. So now, Im seriously broke.
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I love dogs.
Left`alone
2/16/2006 06:47:00 PM™
15 February 2006
I have proved that I ain't a pleasant girl; once again.
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You know I like him still, and you know that there is still a place in my heart for him.
I know you are not someone who can tolerate this.
Who the hell on Earth is able to live with it?
After going through relationships, I have learnt to be suave. It takes two hands to clap, two heart to make a relationship perfect. If one party isn't reaching out, there is no point in continuing. The other party will only get hurt deeper at the end of the day.
I have to say; I ain't fooling around. I just go according to what my heart says. My heart is the one leading me through all these while, not my head. I am not being sensible in any way.
It is unfair to you. I know. Wouldn't it be even more unfair if we continue?
I did tell you before that I am not a good girl; definitely not as good as what you think.
I am not fooling around; I must say. But if you still feel that I am, then let it be. Even if you are to hate me, my stand will still remain. Cuz they are somehow inevitable.
It is difficult to love an Aquarian. You have to be prepared for the unexpected. I am an Aquarian. A very Aquarius Aquarian. Emotional, eccentric and unpredictable.
拿得起就要放得下。
What meant to be, will be.
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I am not good in anything. Just - suave.
洒脱，潇洒。
Love is selfish. Accept my apology.
Left`alone
2/15/2006 12:42:00 PM™
13 February 2006
It's all too sudden.
And now something unexpected seem to jump in.
Maybe there's nothing.
But it makes me wonder.
What it is.
What it is to me.
What should i be doing.
It is the unexpected.
Left`alone
2/13/2006 08:43:00 AM™
12 February 2006
I had a very happy birthday with wishes from friends, even the unexpected ones.
I love you all!
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My o lvl results aren't great. But still it's okay, just that i feel out of place. Everyone seem to score better than i do.
Left`alone
2/12/2006 03:02:00 PM™
08 February 2006
I want to buy a mp3 player!
Who can give me a good price eh?
Contact me at my hp!
THANKYOU. =D
Left`alone
2/08/2006 01:41:00 PM™
I just came back.
From my 'birthday treat' i can say.
We went to eat at this i-don't-know-where place that was still full of life even it was midnight. The journey there was SCARY. The dogs were howling madly; abnormally. But luckily we arrived at the place without any dog chasing behind us.
Satays and 1 prata. That's all.
Actually the food didn't matter that much. It was the time spent. You know. I hardly get the chance to stay out late with someone accompanying me. Most of my friends are either 'working on the next day' or simply cannot stay out till that late. So I decided to enjoy the night to the fullest.
That's the reason why I suggested walking out instead of taking cab. Now you know eh. =x
Walked for a distance and we sat down.
He's tired. And okay. Why not, since I have no intention to rush home or what-so-ever. Hah.
We chatted a lot. And there's one sentence he said that enlightened me.
So hey that bastard, YOU KNOW WHO, you are no longer a bastard to me. I shall put down my hatred, and live my life happily ever after! =D
I enjoyed the night.
The peacefulness, the quietness.
Yupp. Aye, I don't mind staying there till morning. But too bad.
Anyway, thanks a lot for accompanying me. You know who u are.
^.^
Left`alone
2/08/2006 03:14:00 AM™
07 February 2006
It's wonderful to see lovely couples walking down the street. The feeling they give you is unexplicable, and normally makes you think about how magical love is to bring a man and a women together. The commitment and effort involved are endless, until they decide to end the relationship.
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So many couples around me are splitting up. It's such a waste.
They have forgotten about the time and energy they used in building the relationship.
A happy beginning but a sad ending.
This just makes me wonder; is getting involved in the first place a right thing?
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But to me, it is the process that is important. The feeling of being loved and having someone beside is much more meaningful than how the relationship started and end.
I seem to be contradicting my no-commitment stand.
Whatever. Shui Yuan. Let fate decide.
Maybe I will get married at the age of 21? HAHA.
Nobody knows.
Left`alone
2/07/2006 12:29:00 AM™
06 February 2006
It's raining cats and dogs now.
But I met kind souls on my way home.
After alighting from the train, it was raining like nobody's business already. I was like uh-ing about how to get to the interchange when an auntie asked whether I wanna share her umbrella with her. haha. First kind soul.
Then when I had alighted from the bus, another kind soul approached me. This guy asked whether I need him to send me over to the other side. Kind soul number 2. heh. But i rejected him, cause he's not going that direction and my dad was coming down.
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The rain makes me wonder.
How nice it will be to have someone beside me.
I felt lonely out of a sudden when waiting for the train, bus and my dad to come when it's raining.
OMG.
Forget it man.
Left`alone
2/06/2006 12:03:00 AM™
05 February 2006
Just quick updates.
1. went Sentosa but no time to upload photos.
2. Transferred to Plaza Singapura from tml onwards.
3.quitting on 25th of feb!
=D
Left`alone
2/05/2006 08:51:00 AM™
